So, this is my first post here. I am not usually not into sharing my ideas or thoughts but today was a rough day and need to vent a bit. Beyond that I was inspired to start my own blog by the whimsical mind of Ms. Schquita, who has a good heart and a vile sense of humor, that is more easily expressed in group setting, or blogger, much like myself.
I once wrote a blog about how upside down the world appeared to me. It was called WTF? or FTW? However I lost interest in pointing out the oddities of the worlds inhabitants and realized that no one was reading it, so I stopped. Now I am back, and not a single crap will be given, zero craps. I'll try to be less vulgar but I may or may not care at the time of writing, so bare with me. A long time ago someone credited with a "gift of writing" since then I've written several short stories and am currently working on something that I've been imagining doing since college, a full scale novel. However I have come to the realization that I am very scatterbrained. I come up with good ideas that do not translate well into story, however my imagination seems pretty legitimate. So you may or may not see that pop up in here a time or two. I just wanted to give forewarning. I like attention.
But enough about that, I want to get to the point of this blog. The real reason I want to start writing is that I want to expose some things that I see and observe in my everyday interaction with friends, family, and more intently, society. If often question the world around me in my own point of view, and then the view of others. Which brings me to a question that I've asked myself numerous times, where do I fit into this world, this rock we call a planet. I am neither popular, nor unpopular. I am a pretty average American. (or at least what I consider to be average). I am fairly honest, yet I can be a master of deceit I do not like to lose and I cannot stand to be cheated, even though my wife thinks that I cheat at board games #Catan. I can read people pretty well, and I like to think that I can see the future. Not literally the future, but pieces like if you tell me you'll be a millionaire, I'll say no because you have an alcohol addiction and will spend all your money on hookers and beer. I tend to judge others for what they are, and what they do. I try not to confront people directly has it often winds up hurting other people's feelings but I am not afraid to if necessary I also like to think that I am a caring and generous person. Others might not feel that way but screw them (remember zero f***s given.). I tend to keep my feelings between myself and my wonderful wife who I feel could have done a lot better than me. So where does that put me in the rankings of people in the world.... again, average. You can tell about a person by their eyes, so always look at someone in the eye when they are speaking.
The point of this blog is for me to write my observations of the world and the insane people in the world (I'm talking to you Conneticuticans) as well as their hate and love for each other. The way I see the world is like this: Everyone hates each other, in one way or another, there's something about someone you hate. However that person is there for some reason. Some reason that cannot be explained, but can be observed. You might question why I am writing this and say that it is pointless, but in one form or another this hopefully will change someone's feelings about something, make them understand something, or hopefully demudify the waters. If I somehow reach one person, than this blog has a point, purpose, and reason. Yes I just made up a word.
I want to point out that my job is not to ramble on here, but it is without a doubt to point out the idiocy in this world we live in. Report on great things in human movements, and wag my finger at those who try and stop those movements. We must take two steps forward, then repeat , repeat, repeat. Let us not dwell on failure, but move forward in an attempt, no guarantee, of human excellence.
We live in a world where this is but the only truth : Nothing is true, and every thing is permitted.
Yes, this was a little under-structured for a first post, but I promise I'll keep to topics as they are presented.
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